Have you ever just taken a break? From all of it. From life. And not necessarily a physical break...like going away somewhere. More , in your head. Being physically present, yet not. Living the life, not feeling it, though. In a room full of noise, from your husband and the kids, yet absolutely hearing nothing. Pretending to listen on the phone. Being quiet for hours, because no one's interesting enough to talk to . Day dreaming. Watching mindless TV. Boycotting the mall. Packin up all your stuff in boxes and not missing it. Not caring that the toilet paper is almost over. Or the rice. No longer being the hyperactive busy body. No longer wanting to do stuff. Or deal with issues. Or change.
Just for now. Because I know I'll be back. Recharged. Re invented.
But for now, this feels okay. Solitary.
Peaceful. In a very strange way. What a trip!
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there's nothing wrong in feeling like this. Solitary helps so does the quiet. So does the mindless TV. Something always comes out of this.
ReplyDeleteThanks. For always being there.
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